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Writer: Sammi MarieSammi Marie

shoes.

tipping and tripping in heels

disappearing in flats

clothes.

if that's what you call a single string of fabric

makeup.

covering natural beauty

it's always all the same. just a different scene.

different people, the same me.

flashes.

the blinding lights hiding criticizing faces.

judging each body rather than pieces of cloth

deafening music.

rushing bodies.

hurrying you along.

change faster

are you in your place?

is this where I'm meant to be?

the still bodies shouting orders

tears threatening to spill.

hiding secrets behind laughter.

a sip of vodka

a breath of weed-filled smoke

anything to numb it all

do you fit the standards?

do I?

5 more pounds, just five more.

change my hair.

fix my nose.

every detail matters.

even if I hate the clothes

even if I felt naked

even if it was to tight

even if I couldn't breath

smile.

pain hits.

its the hunger.

always on empty.

pills

only to survive

never to fill

death by beauty

beauty is pain

what is beauty

i only feel the pain

how do i stop the pain

food

just a bite. maybe two.

no.

a sip of water.

and smile.

another look

another hand

another brush

a gentle shove

a small breath

it's time.


 
 
 

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